kaleidoscope

i watched another home-birth video this morning. by the end of it there were tears rolling down my cheek, as usual. it makes me think about my life, if i will ever get to have kids. when, how, with whom...on and on. i think about my past years when "kid talk" was off limits and how i've suddenly come around. everything is changing and forming this new perfect path. all i can feel is a kaleidoscope.



this is Star FK Radium - "Blue Siberia"